Day 1: Success and Learning

I am quite happy with how well the work moved today but I am also aware of the lessons to be learned. We didn't nail everything as well as we could have but we will definitely be prepared to do better the next time... if we pay attention and remind ourselves of that particular learning. What good is any of it if we don't take the time to reflect on it after the fact?

Pulling through the gruff.

Cars break down. It's what they do. It's not really a bad thing, either. It's just a part of life. And the key to it, for me, is basically managing the experience and moving forward through it like I would any other trial. One step, one helper, one moment at a time. Easy. Really.

Big things coming.

This week should be full of delightfully challenging, highly important events. I am mostly referring to the two scheduled shoot dates for the production company I would like to work for. I expect that the work I do this week will have a somewhat significant impact on my future with the company. I hope to do better than I have before!

Anticipating the upcoming shoot.

Now that we're down to the last couple or so days to go I am quite excited for the possibilities. There are many different potential scenarios which could grow out of it nicely. How fun this wall of words has become. Ha.

Far from invincible.

Is the mind of this sleep-deprived creature. I really felt the effects of it today after all the energetic elements of my checklist were completed. I am glad I was able to take it easy throughout the evening, though, as it was highly appreciated me time that refueled my self-awareness a bit along the way. Tomorrow should be a bit easier, I expect, just because of it.

Working every waking moment.

It is entirely unnecessary but I tend to do it from time to time anyway. I really need to allow my brain to cool off once in a while. It will begin to break down if I am not careful. This is a fact. Everything responds to stress eventually.

A possible trip to the U.K. also?

This stuff is all pretty exciting, I'd say. I have a good deal of ground to prove before the best stuff can happen for sure but I feel confident I am up to task. It is a good deal of tough but fun work that sits right in my wheelhouse, so to speak. Now comes the 90% part of life... you know... just showing up!