An extended process of reflection.

As I have been transferring my old blog entries over to this blog I have naturally been given to reading them.  Part of my purpose for writing them(as has been expressed in one of my more recent entries) is to put myself down for later review and personal understanding... or maybe I didn't express that in the aforementioned "recent" entry... anyway, that is one of the reasons I blog.  It is also one of the things I don't do enough of.  I am quite glad for practically needing to do it as I transfer the old entries over.

I have to say life is an interesting course of progression.  As I read some of them I find certain themes which have not changed very much in my life at all but I also find that I definitely have changed in some ways as well.  The nice part of this reflection comes when I see the changes I have made in life to the negative things that needed changing.  Even more so when those negative things took a very long time to change!

I guess this further inspires me to be diligent and thorough in my expression of self here in these seemingly insignificant blog entries.  I know my audience is very small based on how few hits the website records of people viewing it(which is anonymous in the first place, and likely very inaccurate since I'm pretty sure there are web bots that randomly hit my blog without any actual human interaction a lot of the time), as well as the even fewer people that take time to make any comments on any of what I write, but that doesn't take away from the selfishly personal reasons this all seems like a good idea.  I certainly always need all the help I can get!

I am glad to be writing for the future.  Perhaps if I get lucky enough to find a wife, she might enjoy reading about much of my life before she entered the picture.  Perhaps if I get lucky enough to have kids as well, they might enjoy reading about my generally humdrum life before their mother turned my life around and put my life into motion toward my greatest life goals... them.  And, just in case I do get so lucky, I have to apologize for taking so long to find you all!  I'm sure I could use a hug right now.

I hope none of this sounds particularly depressing!  I am feeling pretty good about life.  I just like to create potential conversations on occasion.  It's really quite fun and everybody should try it sometime if they haven't done so already.