Thursday, May 24, 2012

The whirlwind of my life.

I get a sneaking suspicion that the times when life feels noticeably calmer is really when I am lingering in the eye of a never ending storm... it never actually stops.  Lately, the poor choices I have made in my commitments and scheduling have spun me out into the overbearing winds and I have not been very diligent in finding the already proven course back to the calm... which ultimately lays the blame for all of this squarely on my own shoulders.  Though, I guess I would have it no other way.

Now, having wreaked havoc on my psyche through all manner of self-abusive habits(lack of sleep being the most evidently detrimental), I come to terms with the idea that I need to go to bed as soon as possible.  I need to recollect myself.  I have a long day of work ahead of me.

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