Some of it comes in the form of deflected negativity. Most of the rest of it comes as we embark on the learnification(yep, just made that silly word up) of a new piece of computer software. It is a most gritty experience based on the immense complexity of the software, on top of all that. It makes my mind feel like a new bloom starting to open up. The beautiful expansion of skill and experience!
News of the impending financial troubles will naturally be somewhat disconcerting. I am honestly unsure how to internalize it all, even under the assumption that things will shortly become very financially troublesome, and think it is a bit of a high concept for me to grasp fully. So much of life revolves around money, unfortunately.
I am quite thankful I get to play some music tomorrow instead. I have such a grand time in the act of performance. Even more so when I get to do it for my friends!
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