Finding a new habit.

Habits are such a challenge in so many ways. Building a habit is difficult. Breaking a habit is nearly impossible. Is there anything in between? Perhaps the mere definition of a habit precludes the possibility that there could be anything in between.

I have been basically whining about my inability to build a good sleeping habit for I do not know how many years. Admittedly, I have not been very methodical in my approach to rectify this particular challenge. I honestly can not remember the last silly little plan I concocted in an attempt to that effect, but I doubt its momentum or positive improvement level had any serious traction to account for. It probably means that I prefer whining about it more than actually changing myself in the positive ways I expect I could.

I guess I even enjoy whining about whining. What an ugly word. Ha. I need to find a new topic next time I think I might have something cool or interesting to say about my lame sleep habits. At least I might be getting a job that improves my need for better sleep habits. THEN we will see what I do to adapt.