Burning myself back into reality.

I don't really know what that means but it feels like what is happening to me. I droop a bit emotionally and just sort of push through it into my work and other regular life things of varying importance. I feel okay. That's a pretty good place to be already. I don't know if I am simply rejecting the pain I could be feeling or if I am just processing it faster than I used to in the past. Maybe I'm just a less sensitive guy now? Age does change us all.