Health is the main topic of life when things become unpredictable.

It tends to become all that you think about when somebody(or yourself) experiences adverse medical conditions due to one thing or another. Seeing mortality lingering so close to the periphery tends to magnify one's focus on every way to avoid it... really pointing the arrow forward in time. There might be a little reflection on what might have caused the current state of things but the attuned tendency to anticipate life of a different type definitely dominates the way I seem to go about it. Are we ready for it? Life is not only an equation of the living... it is the result of everything and everyone from all of time. Our story expands from the past into the future, with and without those who have gone before us. I kind of feel like I am trying to avoid potential pain just through my deliberate and mentally challenging exploration of the topic. I suppose I will make my way to bed for a rest from it all now. Maybe my morning mind will have a different take on things.