What an unexpected but amazing turn! She reconnected with someone she has known for a long time and simply didn't know how to tell me what had happened. Obviously I am sad for this turn of events as I was really looking forward to getting to know her better but I am utterly ecstatic that she actually told me what happened and my confusion has been totally quelled! I am now totally convinced that confusion might be the thing that most affects me emotionally out of anything I experience in the dating realm. Well, loss and confusion combined, I suppose. It was a bizarrely disturbing experience.
Now I feel totally unburdened by the weight of my apathetic melancholy. It's a pretty awesome feeling, really. Life resumes as it always has and I look forward to what the fates have in store for me again.
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