Tuesday, February 5, 2013

The gentle disappointments.

I suppose they are an important part of the toughening process for me. I have done things which have set myself up for greater failure when they have not succeeded and I usually find those trials to be some of the more turbulent types, generally speaking. It seems to be a battle against my own emotional stability... which is kind of strange since in almost every other area of life I tend to be quite emotionally stable.

I simply need more practice with female interaction. I can small talk, befriend, and entertain girls confidently. That stuff is fun, fulfilling, and easy to a degree. Taking any steps toward something beyond a superficial relationship is just not something I have even tried very many times in my life. I might be able to count them all on one hand... probably a little more than that, maybe. Time to get my butt in gear, I suppose! How else am I ever going to get good at this stuff!

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