But at least I feel like I am moving. I kind of don't really know exactly where the wheels are pointed but the motion seems important. I really need to throw my head back in the driver's seat.
Beyond all that I am inclined to mention that I have felt the sting of loneliness a little more than normal lately. I think it comes from the unrequited feelings I have recently discovered mixed with my motivation to progress in life. Since neither are normally part of my focus in this sort of form I tend to think they are working on me emotionally in a very different way... makes me think my usual lack of these motivations are what have kept me from feeling lonely all these years. Wow, what a crummy self-defense mechanism!
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