The pain of loss. Part 4 of ∞.

There are moments of vulnerability that still come in spurts... they are sometimes unexpected but there are definitely situations I can identify as areas of challenge. It might seem kind of cliché but when I am in the shower considering the situation I am vulnerable. When I read any sentimental comments from family or close friends regarding Mom I am vulnerable. When I pause for a moment to consider Mom's eternal absence I am vulnerable. I am sure some of this is obvious but it seems valuable to identify these sorts of things anyway. I am not too sure how often I will reflect on these entries but taking the time to write things down always improves one's memory of them anyway.