The varied and lengthy healing process.

Too much emotion for one day. Too much emotion for one week. The memorial was a beautiful experience that heaped up the emotion like an avalanche of love and sorrow. And even though the process of healing began long ago, I feel like having gone through the technical process of memorialization and departure has opened a new door to the various ways one can say goodbye. I might be getting somewhat ill physically tonight(I am not sure if it's just the lasting effects of my emotional blitz) so that doesn't really help much at the moment. I want to say I feel clearer and more positive or optimistic but can't quite say anything like that yet... but perhaps I will be able to soon. Perhaps.