Almost done with my 39.

It is a bit of a weird feeling. I have built a lot of traits, tendencies, habits, relationships, experiences, and memories over the years. They are what I am... and, essentially, what I am soon to become. It is the strange alchemy of creation and reaction all bottled up into my life experience. Maybe I'll mix up the formula a little bit as I roll into my 40s. I do feel the pressures of age starting to creep up on me. I do need to do more with my life. And I am compelled to share it with someone now more than ever. Maybe my luck with finding the right woman will finally change(despite there not really being any reason for it to change. ha)