This is not a topic I write about very often. And, even though the "L" word is not the encapsulating topic in reference, it seems to consume the meaning of said topic by its mere presence inside it. It is an unavoidable relationship I think.
As the actual topic implies I am not actually, in totality or partially, in love... just to be clear. But I am quite taken with a splendid young woman which I would say shares pretty good chemistry with me.(not the physical kind of chemistry, people!) The concept of lost is meant to imply that, despite my communication with her letting her know of my affections for her, that I still don't know where I am at in the whole mess of ideas. She kindly put my advances out on the back porch but has been an ever kind friend regardless. Her honesty(despite the cold water aspect of it) makes her even more endearing. Ha. Is there a more powerful word for lost?
It all feels like a good step somewhere but the direction is certainly quite difficult to ascertain. I don't really want it all to sound like a game but I guess I have no choice in the matter. I am a contestant for anyone's affections that might allow mine to stick.
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