And, despite it lacking any particular even which is ostensibly tremendous, I would call this day a bit of a wild ride. I think "roller-coaster" would be one of the common terms for it. Some of the challenges were spurred by my own idiocy. Some of them through disheartening news. Most of the positives were in the calendar for quite a while before today but there were certainly a few nice surprises here and there as well. I suppose all of it can not escape being colored by the most recent negative experience, though, and I think I really need to wrangle it in, emotionally speaking, to find a bit of the balance I would like.
Sometimes I feel like I am losing a battle against the world when, in reality, it is only ever a battle with myself. I wonder how often this kind of thing is ever truly fought on the physical fields instead of the metaphysical. I know my dreams can have a great variety of intensity and potency all their own.
I think I need to calm down and relax for a while. My life needs semblance and peace... not turbulence and disarray. Moving faster will only serve the former.
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