Lackluster performance.

I have neglected to turn in a homework assignment in one of my classes and it has drastically affected my grade. Even knowing this I am still somewhat reluctant to actually do the assignment, even though I know it could mean that I am corrupting my perfect 4.0 grade point average. I suppose this goes to show that I detest doing work that makes me feel crumby inside. The work itself is quite pure, though, it is really just the fact that I feel I would be somewhat dishonest if I were to do the work as it is intended to be done. This is certainly all my fault, there is definitely no one else to blame, and I think the whole ordeal should be teaching me something important. I suppose I should pay close attention to what is happening over the next couple or so weeks.