I don't really understand why I am built the way I am. I am sure this is totally normal but that doesn't make it feel any better. It is a personal challenge I usually just ignore but this is probably why it has become such a nuisance over the last few years.
I would like to be attracted to somebody that actually makes sense for once. There is absolutely nothing wrong with any of the people I have been attracted to but there always seems to be something wrong with the possibility of a meaningful relationship between us. It could be age, work reasons, religion, geographic distance, or any number of other reasons that feel more like excuses than anything substantiated by reality. Most of it is me, I am sure, but I have definitely gotten stuffed by some of the other mentioned reasons more than a few times.
I suppose this is essentially a rant about the woes of being single(my human nature rearing its ugly head) but I think it is still a needed form of catharsis to indulge in every once in a while. I am sure it isn't very insightful but it is me. Take me or leave me.
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