Tuesday, April 23, 2013

The continued learning of life.

It never ceases to teach me how much I really don't know about just about anything... which is a bit of a tough thing to accept at first, but eventually begins to just make sense after a while. In reality, I have been quite aware of how little I know about women for as long as I can remember, but I have certainly fought the idea that I can't live without a significantly connected woman in my life far too vigorously for my own good. And only now do I feel like I have been wandering in the dark all this time. How strange and partially annoying.

So, I guess I need to forget about making friendships, with girls I might be attracted to beyond friendship, since it is basically a technical impossibility. I should have realized this long ago when my attempts to do such failed pretty much every time without exception. I'm not exactly sure what I will try to change about the whole thing but at least knowing that I probably should change my approach is at least a small step in the right direction.

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