I attended the family ward, as a member of it, for the first time in quite a while... basically since 1998 or 1997. Not that the length of the time away from the ward has somehow made the experience strange to me, more that I have returned to it without feeling like there is a place for me there. The people were all quite nice to me, very welcoming in fact, but I think I need to have some sort of attitude adjustment in order for me to feel at home there. I am not sure how that will come about.
Anyway, in an unexpected way, it makes me want to actually go on dates and try harder to find a wife. I am sure this is a good side effect of my discomfort there. It isn't what I thought even could happen as it feels somewhat unrelated... but I really do want to go on dates with more invested energy than I can recall feeling motivated to do so in quite some time. Weird! It could also be that a certain single someone(who I am still attracted to, also somewhat unexpectedly) is now back in town and, even though I don't have the feelings for her that I once had, she is still very attractive to me. I suppose I need to at least make a good effort to get shot down. A little crash and burn is often good for the system. Ha.
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