Practicing the wrong things.

It's just a very rough working theory but... perhaps I am attracted to the women who aren't trying to impress me, who seem more authentic and relatable, despite the increased probability that they are only acting that way because they are not even trying to attract me in the first place. This would explain why I often find myself attracted to women who I later find out are married. They are the women who are not seeing me as a potential suitor so they simply treat me like a friend/normal human being. It seems to make a lot of sense to me right now, anyway. And how annoying this is if it is actually somewhat correct. Ugh.