And I somehow feel pretty calm about it right now. I'm imagining I'll start to feel some nerves on the night that I get to go hang with her and her crew but for now I'm doing well enough.
Part of it might be my altered perspective over the last several years regarding dating and gender relations and having a more mature view of things. Some of it might also be a bit of a low expectations for what all of it could mean or how things could turn out. Some of it could be her calm and pleasant form of communication. I am glad for the generally good feeling of trying to do the right thing.
It has been something like seven or so years since my last date, even... I think. What a sad thing to say. I am not happy I have neglected this fundamentally crucial part of life... part of my life for so long. I really need to keep moving forward with it for sure!
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