I have had a decent day by most standards but I have certainly been fighting the mental/emotional war of loneliness and depression for the last few or so hours. I am not sure if it is something chemical or what but I seriously feel like I am being punished for my idiocy as of late and this seems to be a very effective form of punishment.
Not to be a 'negative norman' or anything... just expressing the reality of life. Everybody has their down days, even me. I probably refrain from expressing them in my blog writing more than they actually occur, so perhaps my ratio of good to bad days seems kind of skewed, but I do try to be as honest as possible in my writing... and today honesty is kicking me in the face.
Anyway, I look forward to sleep for more reasons than I normally do tonight. Mostly I look forward to escaping myself as soon as possible.
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