Better to have liked and lost.

I was thinking I was being wise by trying to avoid a situation where I might develop feelings for someone who has written off that possibility in return. I was being a wuss. Screw avoiding the pain. Sure it'll make me complain about things ever once in a while(like yesterday) but that's WAY better than the alternative... not feeling anything for anybody. What a waste of life that would be. What a waste of life that has been! Life is pain but life is also love and I am a far better lover than I am at being apathetic... which is actually just being pathetic. So, back in the ring I go. Bring your punches and pain and loss you punk! Mine is an ammunition of a different kind.